This should become the final dot on the guilt-over-the-fact-of-having-refused to be a "car" (or a "cow", or whatever you want to call it).

So much was learned afterwards. Unneeded, meaningless learning... No one has done so much wrong as to be put in a casual "relationship" for longer than a summer romance. Certainly I committed no crime to deserve that.

On second thought, this is prettier to listen to... Oh well. But avoidants suck - that's all we need to know about them (although, I'm flattered by the revelation that their sense of independence and power is just that - it only feeds on them having access to consequences of their torture).