Did I ever write here that I would like to not, ever again, receive a false sense of happiness? Not a week of it, not an hour, not even a nanosecond? So now I do write about it, if I had not before. I do not need it, I am busy with my small bits and pieces of true happiness. Even if that means I will never have what I most wanted--like really REALLY NEVER--don’t even approach me with lies and fake hope. If you hurt me, you’ll be hurting too. So do not enter the maze. And don’t let more pain into it. I would never understand why you needed that to begin with. It’s inexplainable. There can’t be any sense in one person trying to use another and then kicking them like a dog.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Pain is never running straight
Did I ever write here that I would like to not, ever again, receive a false sense of happiness? Not a week of it, not an hour, not even a nanosecond? So now I do write about it, if I had not before. I do not need it, I am busy with my small bits and pieces of true happiness. Even if that means I will never have what I most wanted--like really REALLY NEVER--don’t even approach me with lies and fake hope. If you hurt me, you’ll be hurting too. So do not enter the maze. And don’t let more pain into it. I would never understand why you needed that to begin with. It’s inexplainable. There can’t be any sense in one person trying to use another and then kicking them like a dog.
